Lost count of time....

 30 days, went by to fast and the last two weeks I kind of lost track. But it was fun.
 My conclusion is, this is not the time to fokus on weightloss for me.

Im perfectly happy with being under my before birthweight, I should be more then happy to be there, im not sure why I wanted to change it, in the first place. Maybe thats the reason why nothing really happend :) It was a kind of weird focus right now in my life, there is more important things right now, but the thing is, it helped me to get back on my feet again in general. It made me think about what is really important. I might not be super skinny, but at least im normal weigt and not fat either. I have to live with what I got, its really good enough and focus on the things I eat, by this I mean, just eat healthy right :)

And im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ready for spring and summer time, it will diffently help on the energy level!

4 days I will be on vacation with my family up north, i a summer house, its kind of like summer, for that I got new sandals today, HEY, I better be prepared, summer is going to be HOT!

Run baby Run

I almost forgot how good it feels to run, winter has been to snowvy for me to get out with the running stroller, tecnically it has a flat tire to, but that can be fixed. Oh well, 3 nightshifts are over and im pretty happy about that. But im still sitting with a puffed up belly and tired eyes!

Time is an issue when I have nightshifts and sometimes I think its a matter of survivel in those days. I so blessed with a special friend who sleeps at my house when im working and a sister who babysits in the daytime, my mom and dad helps to. So everything is going to be allright, its just not fun when its going on.

The feeling of spring helps though, its april now, be careful, (it means aprilsfools day to) Sun has been shining, snow will be gone soon, birds are shining and going outside doesnt feel like living on the Northpole anymore. And there is free icecream for the kids at the habor, im just saying!

 

The 30 days are almost over, I can not tell you it went like it should, but I learned again, alot about myself and being truth to what my body tells me, realise that I have limits and that time is short, when you are a single mom )

 

 

Have a runny day!